yo...
so long time didn't update my blog d.
haha.
i'm so boring nowadays.
holidays gonna end, plus gonna take result this thurs.
kinda scary actually.
haha.
but can't do anything d la.
exam's over long long time ago.
lol.
i hope my result wont be too bad.
hmmm...
anyway...
things got a little kinda weird to me.
well..i don't know how to say but it's like sometimes i'll feel a little bit depress. haha.
it's just..someone told me girls should be independent.
well, some of thyat person's saying is correct.
but i won't say yes to all.
haha.
i know life actually has a lot of things we need to do.
i mean..i have a lot of things need to do besides some stupid feelings.
haha.
relationship seems...i dunno, bad to me?
lol.
no idea..
that's all for today..
XD
i miss ya*
=)
Monday, December 21, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Feelings
I didn't know how to write this post because I didn't want people to know about this.
I just can't accept it.
And I won't want to accept it also.
Too much things had happened..
Maybe it's cause of me.
I think it's cause of me.
Haih..
I shouldn't do a lot of things that i did.
If I can choose to start over or I have that chance to start over, I won't make any of those mistakes already.
I'll try to control..
Hey, love is not just full with bitter and pain kay?
Like I said..think also about the sweet moments.
There won't be 100% sweetness for you to enjoy throughout the journey.
Even you argue all the while, well..I mean, even you argue a lot with your partner, please..please just don't let him/her go.
You can solve problems with them.
But please...don't let him/her go.
You'll hurt both of you and you'll regret.
Don't ask me why..I just know.....
Don't make ur partner cry, as you'll feel even more pain knowing he/she is crying.
Don't cry too much, as they will also feel painful knowing that we're crying.
Arrgh!! I don't know how to say this.
Just...appreciate the moments you have with him/her.
Don't waste it.
I just can't accept it.
And I won't want to accept it also.
Too much things had happened..
Maybe it's cause of me.
I think it's cause of me.
Haih..
I shouldn't do a lot of things that i did.
If I can choose to start over or I have that chance to start over, I won't make any of those mistakes already.
I'll try to control..
Hey, love is not just full with bitter and pain kay?
Like I said..think also about the sweet moments.
There won't be 100% sweetness for you to enjoy throughout the journey.
Even you argue all the while, well..I mean, even you argue a lot with your partner, please..please just don't let him/her go.
You can solve problems with them.
But please...don't let him/her go.
You'll hurt both of you and you'll regret.
Don't ask me why..I just know.....
Don't make ur partner cry, as you'll feel even more pain knowing he/she is crying.
Don't cry too much, as they will also feel painful knowing that we're crying.
Arrgh!! I don't know how to say this.
Just...appreciate the moments you have with him/her.
Don't waste it.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Absolute Boyfriend
Oh my...
At last I watched that whole drama and the movie finish.
I i cried at the end man.
That movie is so touching.
I thought only the drama is nice.
But....so is the movie.
He..that robot, name as Night is so loyal and faithful.
Yeah, he's designed to love her, Riiko.
Yeah, he's designed to be Riiko's ideal boyfriend.
And yeah..he's a robot that shouldn't have egos, shouldn't have feelings.
But Night, he loves her.
he loves her with his true heart.
Always be there for her.
Save her from any dangers.
Protects her from anything.
At the end of the drama, he knows that he was going to die because his main chip has been burning off.
He didn't tell her, but spent the rest of his time with her, loving her.
He uses the rest of his ability to recorded the last moment that was with her so to proof that he was here.
He even wrote a letter telling Soshi, Riiko's boss and loves Riiko, to take care of Riiko while he's not here anymore.
He's so so so caring and understanding.
Compare to normal humans like us..he has the most warmful heart.
While in the movie, it's a story after 3 years he's gone.
He came back.
But...all his memory about Riiko and his feelings were gone.
He's just a normal robot that really is designed to love Riiko.
When I was watching that, I was thinking what this movie was about.
It was already the end..
But...
It's not.
His memory came back...
And because of something, he finally knows that he knows he can't be with her forever even he wants to.
He can't give Riiko happines.
He's a robot that won't grow old like Riiko.
He can't have a family with her.
He can only love her even she's not here anymore in the future.
The love for her is really painful..
Riiko knows he's suffering.
Suffering from being a robot that couldn't be with her forever.
Before she wanted to tell him to let go, he already tells her.
He wants to erase his memory, erase himself from this world.
So Riiko can be happy with someone else that can be with her forever, grow old with her, have a family with her, and also loves her.
His love towards her is so deep, so pure.....
Try to watch these.
Nice.
I think every girls will want to have an ideal boyfriend like him.
Haha.
But no one is perfect.
When watching this, i learnt something.
Appreaciate what you have now.
Those people beside you...
The one standing beside you...
Don't ask for too much while you already have what you've always wanted...that is the love the one standing beside you gives you.
He/she may not be perfect.
He/she may not understands you too well.
He/she may not be your ideal boyfriends/girlfriends.
He/she may has some bad habits or attitude that hurts you.
Bt what is the most important thing is both of you love each other.
Interact more....among each other.
Everything will solve..
SMILE =)
At last I watched that whole drama and the movie finish.
I i cried at the end man.
That movie is so touching.
I thought only the drama is nice.
But....so is the movie.
He..that robot, name as Night is so loyal and faithful.
Yeah, he's designed to love her, Riiko.
Yeah, he's designed to be Riiko's ideal boyfriend.
And yeah..he's a robot that shouldn't have egos, shouldn't have feelings.
But Night, he loves her.
he loves her with his true heart.
Always be there for her.
Save her from any dangers.
Protects her from anything.
At the end of the drama, he knows that he was going to die because his main chip has been burning off.
He didn't tell her, but spent the rest of his time with her, loving her.
He uses the rest of his ability to recorded the last moment that was with her so to proof that he was here.
He even wrote a letter telling Soshi, Riiko's boss and loves Riiko, to take care of Riiko while he's not here anymore.
He's so so so caring and understanding.
Compare to normal humans like us..he has the most warmful heart.
While in the movie, it's a story after 3 years he's gone.
He came back.
But...all his memory about Riiko and his feelings were gone.
He's just a normal robot that really is designed to love Riiko.
When I was watching that, I was thinking what this movie was about.
It was already the end..
But...
It's not.
His memory came back...
And because of something, he finally knows that he knows he can't be with her forever even he wants to.
He can't give Riiko happines.
He's a robot that won't grow old like Riiko.
He can't have a family with her.
He can only love her even she's not here anymore in the future.
The love for her is really painful..
Riiko knows he's suffering.
Suffering from being a robot that couldn't be with her forever.
Before she wanted to tell him to let go, he already tells her.
He wants to erase his memory, erase himself from this world.
So Riiko can be happy with someone else that can be with her forever, grow old with her, have a family with her, and also loves her.
His love towards her is so deep, so pure.....
Try to watch these.
Nice.
I think every girls will want to have an ideal boyfriend like him.
Haha.
But no one is perfect.
When watching this, i learnt something.
Appreaciate what you have now.
Those people beside you...
The one standing beside you...
Don't ask for too much while you already have what you've always wanted...that is the love the one standing beside you gives you.
He/she may not be perfect.
He/she may not understands you too well.
He/she may not be your ideal boyfriends/girlfriends.
He/she may has some bad habits or attitude that hurts you.
Bt what is the most important thing is both of you love each other.
Interact more....among each other.
Everything will solve..
SMILE =)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Hi?
LOL.
I didn't know want to write what.
Brain kinda blank.
Haha.I don't know why but I keep on missing you.
AWWWWW...
Birthday's coming soon.
And I'll get to meet you...soon!!
XD
MUACKS!!
I'll be waiting.
Haha.
Gambateh on you studies and your exam.
You can do it.
Ban ban lai ya. =)
All of you can do it too...of course.
LOL.
I'm having trial on september.
Haih.
I'm dead man.
Gotta work hard on it d.
JIA YOU to myself!!
^^
Can't write too much le.
Sorry for everything.
Next time, free already only write.
Haha.
Only can write more.
Bye everyone!!
XD
I didn't know want to write what.
Brain kinda blank.
Haha.I don't know why but I keep on missing you.
AWWWWW...
Birthday's coming soon.
And I'll get to meet you...soon!!
XD
MUACKS!!
I'll be waiting.
Haha.
Gambateh on you studies and your exam.
You can do it.
Ban ban lai ya. =)
All of you can do it too...of course.
LOL.
I'm having trial on september.
Haih.
I'm dead man.
Gotta work hard on it d.
JIA YOU to myself!!
^^
Can't write too much le.
Sorry for everything.
Next time, free already only write.
Haha.
Only can write more.
Bye everyone!!
XD
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Pig
Hey, i know you gotta see this post d.
Haha..
I didn't update for so long already.
I've already forgotten what should I write.
And...well...I've deleted a lot of my old post.
Those bad memories, I'm just gonna keep it.
Can't erase it, but keep it.
I'll be fine nowadays, it's because I know that you'll be beside me.
I don't need anything else other than you.
Maybe you feel that I'm way too sticky.
Sorry, it's me.
I'm like this.
You won't know how much I want you.
It's like I'm addicted.
I do hope you won't feel bored of me.
I hope we'll be together for a long period.
And maybe the love I have on you may be a pressure to you.
I am sorry I can't feel what you mean by pressure.
I just know that I miss you always, no matter when.
One of your messages can make my feeling roll around like a roller coaster.
You influence me a lot.
Sometimes you didn't know I was hurt when you said some things.
But I know you don't mean that.
I think too much.
Since last time, I think too much.
I mean, some things you said make me think too much.
Way over what you really meant.
I'll try to change.
And I think I can do it.
'Cause dar that person is you, so I'll try to change.
I'll do my best dar.
You know what I mean.
WINKS*
XD
Hey, I'm waiting for this saturday.
Miss you so much.
I enjoy every moment when I'm with you.
And I treasure every moment too.
I want to appreciate this relationship.
And I will do that.
It's very precious to have a serious and loving partner with you, along your side, accompany you whenever you're sad, wherever you are, and whatever what you did.
I'm happy with you! ^^
*i love you dar..muacks*
=)
Haha..
I didn't update for so long already.
I've already forgotten what should I write.
And...well...I've deleted a lot of my old post.
Those bad memories, I'm just gonna keep it.
Can't erase it, but keep it.
I'll be fine nowadays, it's because I know that you'll be beside me.
I don't need anything else other than you.
Maybe you feel that I'm way too sticky.
Sorry, it's me.
I'm like this.
You won't know how much I want you.
It's like I'm addicted.
I do hope you won't feel bored of me.
I hope we'll be together for a long period.
And maybe the love I have on you may be a pressure to you.
I am sorry I can't feel what you mean by pressure.
I just know that I miss you always, no matter when.
One of your messages can make my feeling roll around like a roller coaster.
You influence me a lot.
Sometimes you didn't know I was hurt when you said some things.
But I know you don't mean that.
I think too much.
Since last time, I think too much.
I mean, some things you said make me think too much.
Way over what you really meant.
I'll try to change.
And I think I can do it.
'Cause dar that person is you, so I'll try to change.
I'll do my best dar.
You know what I mean.
WINKS*
XD
Hey, I'm waiting for this saturday.
Miss you so much.
I enjoy every moment when I'm with you.
And I treasure every moment too.
I want to appreciate this relationship.
And I will do that.
It's very precious to have a serious and loving partner with you, along your side, accompany you whenever you're sad, wherever you are, and whatever what you did.
I'm happy with you! ^^
*i love you dar..muacks*
=)
Thursday, April 2, 2009
thursday
Today got check hair and nails.
Haiz.
Don't need to say, I kena again.
My nails....
I really don't want to get up that blacklist this year.
I still have 10 marks can be demerit.
Hope I can tahan this whole year.
Haih.
My results all very bad.
I didn't study any subkjects except history and science.
And both the subjects I study is really a bit only.
So my marks all like shit.
Haih.
This year PMR already.
I want to get straight A's.
But Geo, history, Bm, Chinese, Kh...all so hard.
How to get????
I neeeeeeeeeeeeed to study already.
Still haven't start yet.
Haiz.
Me and Yvonne went to find people just now.
We stayed back for nothing.
Phewwwwwwwwwww.
Sleepy man.
She always splash me water.
Make my whole body wet only.
Kao.
Will be chicken soup kay?? (落汤鸡)
=.=''''''''''''''''''''''
LMAO
We always ki siao at there.
These few days also ki siao.
Of course....ki hiao also have.
Somemore say already settled her UNSETTLED BUSINESS ya.
Haha.
Really meh??
BOOOOOOOO!!
Haiz.
Don't need to say, I kena again.
My nails....
I really don't want to get up that blacklist this year.
I still have 10 marks can be demerit.
Hope I can tahan this whole year.
Haih.
My results all very bad.
I didn't study any subkjects except history and science.
And both the subjects I study is really a bit only.
So my marks all like shit.
Haih.
This year PMR already.
I want to get straight A's.
But Geo, history, Bm, Chinese, Kh...all so hard.
How to get????
I neeeeeeeeeeeeed to study already.
Still haven't start yet.
Haiz.
Me and Yvonne went to find people just now.
We stayed back for nothing.
Phewwwwwwwwwww.
Sleepy man.
She always splash me water.
Make my whole body wet only.
Kao.
Will be chicken soup kay?? (落汤鸡)
=.=''''''''''''''''''''''
LMAO
We always ki siao at there.
These few days also ki siao.
Of course....ki hiao also have.
Somemore say already settled her UNSETTLED BUSINESS ya.
Haha.
Really meh??
BOOOOOOOO!!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Someone
Hmmm...what can I write about her??
Well, she knows that I'm writing her..I guess, and maybe will think I'm lame.
LOL
But I said before what.
I said when online that time will write a blog about her.
Haha.
Know her about two years plus??
When I'm form1 year end.
Haha.
She's old already la.
But turned girl girl jor lo. ( I praised you =.=''''' )
Hahaha.
Congrats to her science. ^^
Read so much for what?
Siao.
Aiyo..don't know when become so smart already.
Haha.
She likes ORANGE lollipop.
Weird, orange tastes like medicine. =.=
Haha.
She always say her 脾气 very good.
Aiya, don't offend diok her then she's good la.
Offend diok also die la.
The most important thing is don't let her wait.
She has TOTALLY NO patience.
Wakakakakakaka.
=)
Wei za bo, I have something to say actually.
But........unluckily, I FORGOT.
HAIZ.
Next time think diok only I tell you la. ^^
SMILE!!!
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