Trish's Space

2010-10-04T13:52:00.003+08:00

Truthfully, I forgot about my blog until that day.
Which is the day that I tell someone about my blog. LOL
Never mind. This is not a big deal. Isn't it? So..now i recall back my memory.
And, i remembered about you. Ya..you, my blog. HAHA
Anyway.. I said about my credit's not enough but I still want to go to college right?
Well, I'm still sticking with that plan. With the loan and stuff. HMMMMM...
STPM is like..too hard for me. HAIH.
But I didn't 'accomplish' my 'mission'. Haha.
I said I wasn't thinking about having any relationship this year, and I also said I didn't have the mood. LOL
You knowwww..accidents happen, right? haha.
In that case, which means we won't know what will happen in the future. So, better don't promise anything first. I'm like this...how to say...did nothing for the past 9 months.
A month later, I'm gonna face this bloody exam. Which will kill me. ARRGGHHH!
So I gotta prepare. LOL.
I don't know what should I write. Whatever that pops out in my mind, i'll just type it down, in case I forgot I even thought about these stuff in the future.
I'm so useless. =[
My memory is kinda out of service.
It's like..I can't remember stuff. HAIH.
And for my own sake, I have to 'read' whole book of biology in this month because apparently, I am really like a person who never studied biology. In my mind, I don't have any biology stuff in it. OUCCCHHHH..
One month man..with this type of memory, i have to squeeze everything in my mind.
Trust me, it's impossible.
I know I know..nothing is impossible right? HAHA.
Oh ya.. Elin is in aussie already. AWWWW.. I'll miss her. =D

kisses and hugs***
to someone =)

future?

2010-05-07T15:15:00.002+08:00

Exam's next week but I just started to study since last night, or you can say as this morning.
Whoa. im so doomed.
LOL.
Anyway..I didn't know why Im having exam next week but haven't start studying yet im so relax.
I didn't want to study actually.
I don't like. Which i have to like and accept this thing because if I don't, what the heck am I going to do next time and how would I actually survive with all my spending thing and so on.
It's just..i don't like to study.

I like to..ya know..do nothing, not exactly nothing, I just like to do things the way i like + do the things i like. (which is hard for me to do that since im just in form4 this year =[ )
So..if I get to choose what I want to do in the future, i hope i get to choose the work or the road that i prefer.
I don't know why but i've never think of being in university.
I know credit's not enough for me to go to college but i prefer that.

Never mind..some will say that im thinking this too early but it's not actually.
Normally people think this from like...young? LOL
But i never think what type of road I want to walk in the future.
Maybe not that im not thinking. Maybe i just ignore what im thinking because i know it's not gonna happen?
Even though now im still young, I know i have responsibility for my family. Im their hope.
I have to live a life that's not my type in the future.
Maybe that's why now im actually living my own life.

It's true you know..
Maybe im just ignoring the dreams. LOL.
But it's okay..
It's fine..really. =]
Anyway..i've started thinking what i should do in the future, what course i should study next time and bla bla bla.
Im such a lazy person which hate to work under people but also can't do business by my own.
So..what should I do?
Haha.

Life's miserable enough so if you take a slightly-wrong step, will people blame you?
haha.
There's always a choose for you to make. The choice that you like or the choice that you don't like. Choose properly and then you'll have a perfect life. Isn't it?
I live in dream..live in beautiful beautiful dream that i hope i won't wake up.
But..time flies..and even now im still living in that paradise, i'll having to wake up one day and begin to live in reality.
It's not like im going to hell. So I won't stop myself to wake up when the time reaches.
But now..if can, i really just want to live in my paradise which is not so perfect but yet fine to me. =)

Actually, it's not that bad..
Everyone will have to be an adult one day, right?
And not everyone gets to do their perfect jobs, right?
LOL.
So..few years more and im an adult. HAHA.
XD
And then I'll try to enjoy what im living with. =]

Boyfriends

2010-03-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

♥ 这才是男朋友，你合格
吗?
一。每天睡觉之前一定要
给她打一个电话，不管你
有多晚，因为她一直在等
你，只是她嘴上说不管。
二。就算你再忙，你也不
能一连好几天不给她短信
或电话，或者对她忽冷忽
热，因为这样会让她很恐
慌，是不是自己又做错了
什么。任何时候不要让她
找不到你，因为这样她会
一直很不安心。
三。就算她跟你无理取闹
你也要原谅她，因为她那
是在测试你在乎她的程
度。因为她那是缺乏安全
感
四。你要经常去她的个人
主页，即使什么也不留
下，但是她看到你来过的
记录也会很开心。
五。你问她想不想你时，
如果她说不想，你一定要
很开心，因为她的不想就
是想。
六。和她发短信时，字数
一定要比她的多，这样她
会觉得你是在乎她的。
七。对她对你已经说过一
万遍的关心，不要不耐烦
的说知道了知道了，要很
感动的说谢谢，因为那真
的都是她出自内心的关
心。
八。当她关心你时，不要
说出：原来你也会关心我
这样的话。这样会很伤她
心，因为这对于她来说是
一种很大的否定。
九。当你和她打电话时，
你一定要她先挂你的电
话，即使她说了一百遍要
你先挂。
十。千万要记得她都是害
羞的，不要什么都让她主
动。
十一。即使最后你们还是
不能走到一起，记得，一
定要跟她说清楚，分手一
定要让她说出，因为她是
为你折翅的天使。
十二。分手后，千万不要
再对她说出以后还是朋友
这样的话，因为这样她会
觉得自己很悲哀。
男朋友就是每天不厌其烦
的陪你吃饭、送送你上下
班的那个人；
男朋友就是虽然身上没什
么钱，也会请你吃饭的那
个人；
男朋友就是早晨你醒来时
第一个想到的那个人；
男朋友就是能跟你打电话
聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那
个人；
男朋友就是在你最艰难的
时候陪伴在你身边的那个
人；
男朋友就是为了不让你担
心，无论出了什么事都要
自己默默承担的那个人；
男朋友就是手机里总是存
满你给他发的短信，直到
信箱满了都舍不得删掉的
那个人;
男朋友就是无论你是不是
漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那
个人；
男朋友就是常察看你的手
机纪录，确信跟你常联系
的都是你的女性朋友才放
心的那个人；
男朋友就是在你任性、耍
小脾气时，也会忍住脾气
不会冲你发火的那个人；
男朋友就是看到你流泪
时，为你擦去泪水给你一
个温暖拥抱的那个人；
男朋友就是就算你犯了错
误，也舍不得骂你的那个
人；
男朋友就是可以在车站等
你很久也不会介意的那个
人；
男朋友就是明明最不喜欢
逛街，还能陪你一家一家
的逛到你觉得满意为止的
那个人；
男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩
膀可以让你随时依靠的那
个人；
男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速
度等你的那个人；
男朋友就是总是让你走在
马路内侧的那个人；
男朋友就是过马路时会紧
紧拉住你的手的人；
男朋友就是就算情人节也
不会买花给你，让你对他
又爱又气的那个人；
男朋友就是深夜为你开着
手机的那个人；
男朋友就是当你读到这篇
文章时立刻会想到的那个
人
*****
疼女友的45种方式,你做到
了几条?
1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请
搂着她的腰，而不是站在
一旁用手指点。
2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间
不超过5秒，并迅速指出那
位美女与她相比较的美中
不足。
3.如果她做错了事，心里已
经很难过，请主动承担起
你应该甚至不应该承担的
责任吧。
4.听女友话的男人才会有出
息，所以，你要乖乖听她
的话。
5.她可以欺负你，但你绝对
不可以欺负她，因为她虽
然欺负你，但是每次有什
么好东西，她第一个想到
的就是你!
6.要是她朝你哭，你要不厌
其烦地哄她，直到她破涕
为笑!
7.把她的照片帖到钱包，手
机……一切经常看到的地
方。
8.离开她绝对不超过十天以
上
9.在她的朋友面前，希望你
可以表现得比平时更疼爱
她和紧张她的样子。
10.大男人不表示霸道.
11.温柔不等于没主见。
12.潇洒不等于没交代
13.不要老是在我问她“去那
里比较好”，“吃什么”等等
的时候说“随便”，这不等
于是你在迁就她，只表示
你没有心思搭理她.
14.要经常对她说“我爱
你”，否则她会假设你不爱
她
15永远不要在公众场合对
她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她
一人。
16.她做错事情的时候教训
她不要紧，最重要的是在
那之后要哄
17.发脾气时不要不理她，
不要给时间她让她冷静，
其实她完全不需要时间冷
静。
18.可以陪自己的朋友，但
一定要重色轻友。
19.她看动画片，你不但不
准笑话她，还要跟她一起
看。
20.在她想你时，争分夺秒
地挤出时间与她约会
21.看她的眼神无比专注。
22.话的语气情深意长。
23.能做到客观的得看到其
它优秀的女孩，但主观认
为她才是最好的
24.有女孩和你说话，你要
拉着她的手，如果她恰巧
不在旁边，那么请你跟她
们保持距离。
25.过马路的时候牵着她的
手。
26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起
的每分钟。
27.就算再忙，每天都不忘
打一个问候的电话
28.要常常唱情歌给她听。
29.两个人都有发火的权
利，但不能同一天, 如果那
一天她发火了，那你就不
可以发火了。
30.女友生活中不顺心，你
要循循善诱、帮忙分析，
提出建设性方案若干
31.要非常爱你的女友---
她，坚决拥护女友的决
定，服从女友的领导。
32.留意其它女生不得超过5
秒钟，看同一女生累计不
得超过5次。
33.即使全世界的人都不相
信她，你也要无条件相信
她。因为她也会同样对
你。
34.她穿了好看的衣服，你
要衷心赞美。
35.严禁在女士(3岁－80岁)
面前耍贫，放电。若有违
反，视情节严重程度，由
女友从严、从快进行严厉
打击. 任何人、任何形式的
狡辩，抵赖都将按妨碍司
法公正论处。
36.不抽烟。一经发现立即
开除。
37.与女友吵架每次陈述不
得超过3分钟(含)，音量不
得超过20分贝(含)。
38.要加强锻炼，强健身体,
一口气抱她上到五楼
39.在她心情遭透，蛮横发
脾气的时候，抱抱她，而
不是和她理论。
40.希望不会出现手机没电
而她又没有其它办法联系
到你的现象，如果能频频
主动打电话告诉她“我想你
了”并随时汇行踪则更好。
41.她身上有很多缺点，她
已经够苦恼了，请不必随
时向她提醒。
42.女友不讲理是撒娇而不
是撒野。
43.她所有的事情都好想跟
你分享、虽然你不一定会
明白但是希望你会装做你
在听。
44.女友送的东西一定要天
天带在身边
45.最重要的一点：要永远
认为女友是对的。因为...她
是最爱你!

plan? no plan this year. just wack it !

2010-03-02T02:29:00.001+08:00

i didn't know what to write until i saw some of my friends' blog. I realized something. i don't know how to say. not seriously emo or moody for a very long time already. but..not only that. can say as i don't really feel a thing. haih.. i don't know how to express my feelings.. anyway..i felt some changes among people beside me. i knew it since long time ago but i just did not say it out. told stee about some of it, made me feel better. i'll try not to care. but sometimes they are just too over. haih. blogs are not private. if we say something sensative, others might misunderstand. so a lot of people's blog are actually quite blurr. i'm not planning to have a relationship with anyone in this year. planned this since last year actually.. but our life won't follow our plans. especially my plans..so i'm not going to plan anything else, just see how everything go. either it's perfectly, or unperfectly.. however, i won't give up on what i want so easily if it doesn't go according my plan. if i have something i want. but til now, i still don't have anything i want. so i'll be following whatever it's meant to be. lol. kinda unbelievable i'm saying that because i never believe in such things.. now, i'll throw all my planning and see whatever comes first, plus i'll do whatever my mind come across to. it won't be without thinking. it's just without planning..i believe not everything will happen according to YOUR plan. hahaha.. i should change my attitude on my studies. i'm so damn lazy and i don't know how to do a lot of subjects. i'll be deadmeat! T.T i think this is where i should stop. i'm exhausted. nitez* XD I'll be missing someone..... shhhhh** xp

so long

2009-12-21T15:08:00.002+08:00

yo...
so long time didn't update my blog d.
haha.
i'm so boring nowadays.
holidays gonna end, plus gonna take result this thurs.
kinda scary actually.
haha.
but can't do anything d la.
exam's over long long time ago.
lol.
i hope my result wont be too bad.
hmmm...
anyway...
things got a little kinda weird to me.
well..i don't know how to say but it's like sometimes i'll feel a little bit depress. haha.
it's just..someone told me girls should be independent.
well, some of thyat person's saying is correct.
but i won't say yes to all.
haha.
i know life actually has a lot of things we need to do.
i mean..i have a lot of things need to do besides some stupid feelings.
haha.
relationship seems...i dunno, bad to me?
lol.
no idea..
that's all for today..
XD

i miss ya*
=)

Feelings

2009-09-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

I didn't know how to write this post because I didn't want people to know about this.

I just can't accept it.

And I won't want to accept it also.

Too much things had happened..

Maybe it's cause of me.

I think it's cause of me.

Haih..

I shouldn't do a lot of things that i did.

If I can choose to start over or I have that chance to start over, I won't make any of those mistakes already.

I'll try to control..

Hey, love is not just full with bitter and pain kay?

Like I said..think also about the sweet moments.

There won't be 100% sweetness for you to enjoy throughout the journey.

Even you argue all the while, well..I mean, even you argue a lot with your partner, please..please just don't let him/her go.

You can solve problems with them.

But please...don't let him/her go.

You'll hurt both of you and you'll regret.

Don't ask me why..I just know.....

Don't make ur partner cry, as you'll feel even more pain knowing he/she is crying.

Don't cry too much, as they will also feel painful knowing that we're crying.

Arrgh!! I don't know how to say this.

Just...appreciate the moments you have with him/her.

Don't waste it.

Absolute Boyfriend

2009-08-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

Oh my...
At last I watched that whole drama and the movie finish.
I i cried at the end man.
That movie is so touching.
I thought only the drama is nice.
But....so is the movie.

He..that robot, name as Night is so loyal and faithful.
Yeah, he's designed to love her, Riiko.
Yeah, he's designed to be Riiko's ideal boyfriend.
And yeah..he's a robot that shouldn't have egos, shouldn't have feelings.
But Night, he loves her.
he loves her with his true heart.
Always be there for her.
Save her from any dangers.
Protects her from anything.
At the end of the drama, he knows that he was going to die because his main chip has been burning off.
He didn't tell her, but spent the rest of his time with her, loving her.
He uses the rest of his ability to recorded the last moment that was with her so to proof that he was here.
He even wrote a letter telling Soshi, Riiko's boss and loves Riiko, to take care of Riiko while he's not here anymore.
He's so so so caring and understanding.
Compare to normal humans like us..he has the most warmful heart.

While in the movie, it's a story after 3 years he's gone.
He came back.
But...all his memory about Riiko and his feelings were gone.
He's just a normal robot that really is designed to love Riiko.
When I was watching that, I was thinking what this movie was about.
It was already the end..
But...
It's not.
His memory came back...
And because of something, he finally knows that he knows he can't be with her forever even he wants to.
He can't give Riiko happines.
He's a robot that won't grow old like Riiko.
He can't have a family with her.
He can only love her even she's not here anymore in the future.
The love for her is really painful..
Riiko knows he's suffering.
Suffering from being a robot that couldn't be with her forever.
Before she wanted to tell him to let go, he already tells her.
He wants to erase his memory, erase himself from this world.
So Riiko can be happy with someone else that can be with her forever, grow old with her, have a family with her, and also loves her.
His love towards her is so deep, so pure.....

Try to watch these.
Nice.
I think every girls will want to have an ideal boyfriend like him.
Haha.
But no one is perfect.
When watching this, i learnt something.
Appreaciate what you have now.
Those people beside you...
The one standing beside you...
Don't ask for too much while you already have what you've always wanted...that is the love the one standing beside you gives you.
He/she may not be perfect.
He/she may not understands you too well.
He/she may not be your ideal boyfriends/girlfriends.
He/she may has some bad habits or attitude that hurts you.
Bt what is the most important thing is both of you love each other.
Interact more....among each other.

Everything will solve..

SMILE =)

Hi?

2009-08-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

LOL.
I didn't know want to write what.
Brain kinda blank.
Haha.I don't know why but I keep on missing you.
AWWWWW...
Birthday's coming soon.
And I'll get to meet you...soon!!
XD
MUACKS!!
I'll be waiting.
Haha.
Gambateh on you studies and your exam.
You can do it.
Ban ban lai ya. =)
All of you can do it too...of course.
LOL.

I'm having trial on september.
Haih.
I'm dead man.
Gotta work hard on it d.
JIA YOU to myself!!
^^

Can't write too much le.
Sorry for everything.
Next time, free already only write.
Haha.
Only can write more.
Bye everyone!!
XD

thursday

2009-04-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

Today got check hair and nails.
Haiz.
Don't need to say, I kena again.
My nails....
I really don't want to get up that blacklist this year.
I still have 10 marks can be demerit.
Hope I can tahan this whole year.
Haih.
My results all very bad.
I didn't study any subkjects except history and science.
And both the subjects I study is really a bit only.
So my marks all like shit.
Haih.
This year PMR already.
I want to get straight A's.
But Geo, history, Bm, Chinese, Kh...all so hard.
How to get????
I neeeeeeeeeeeeed to study already.
Still haven't start yet.
Haiz.

Me and Yvonne went to find people just now.
We stayed back for nothing.
Phewwwwwwwwwww.
Sleepy man.
She always splash me water.
Make my whole body wet only.
Kao.
Will be chicken soup kay?? (落汤鸡)
=.=''''''''''''''''''''''
LMAO
We always ki siao at there.
These few days also ki siao.
Of course....ki hiao also have.
Somemore say already settled her UNSETTLED BUSINESS ya.
Haha.
Really meh??
BOOOOOOOO!!

Someone

2009-03-25T23:34:00.004+08:00

Hmmm...what can I write about her??

Well, she knows that I'm writing her..I guess, and maybe will think I'm lame.

LOL

But I said before what.

I said when online that time will write a blog about her.

Haha.

Know her about two years plus??

When I'm form1 year end.

Haha.

She's old already la.

But turned girl girl jor lo. ( I praised you =.=''''' )

Hahaha.

Congrats to her science. ^^

Read so much for what?

Siao.

Aiyo..don't know when become so smart already.

Haha.

She likes ORANGE lollipop.

Weird, orange tastes like medicine. =.=

Haha.

She always say her 脾气 very good.

Aiya, don't offend diok her then she's good la.

Offend diok also die la.

The most important thing is don't let her wait.

She has TOTALLY NO patience.

Wakakakakakaka.

Wei za bo, I have something to say actually.

But........unluckily, I FORGOT.

HAIZ.

Next time think diok only I tell you la. ^^

SMILE!!!

其实还爱你

2009-03-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

我讨厌　阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜　闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

每一夜　闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

Spotcheck!!

2009-02-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

Walao.
Today we got spotcheck!!!
Sui diok.
Haha.
I heard Yuan saying that before.
But we'd 火警演习 and ceramah before recess.
Where got people this time somemore go spotcheck want??
Manatau......!!!!!
Shit mia.
After recess 2nd period, they come in.
WHOA!!!
That time my handphone inside my bag.
The perfect come in our class say got spotcheck that time, I thought they just come in check our hair.
I don't know why I had that stupid thinking.
Nevermind~
But afterthat, when they call us go out our class, I changed my mind.
Luckily I changed my mind.
I quickly put my handphone from my bag to my pocket.
That time Chu Kim Yap was at the front, calling us to go out.
Sacry man~~
When we go out, I quickly put my handphone inside my pants' pocket.
I thought that might be safe already.
But Yong Qi asked me whether I keep it d bo.
Then only I think, pants' pocket nt safe enough.
Must keep elsewhere.
So Yong Qi block me and I quickly put it at the place where we wear the pants.
The rubber there, on bellow our waist.
You know...all so many stuff just happened very quickly.
Maybe just 30 seconds.
And I already changed my handphone from bag to pocket, pocket to another pocket, then pocket to pants.
WHOA!!!
Maybe I had experience before.
So my actions very fast.
After that we go and line up to check hair.
They close the doors and almost all of the prefects go in our class and check our things.
Only some of them stand outside and check our hair.
After check our hair, we somemore talk to Chu Kim Yap.
We also call them to come earlier.
Because all of us don't want to be in the class with our Malay teacher.
Hahahaha.
We somemore joke and laugh with Chu Kim Yap.
Yvonne's masks kena, that is Yong Qi bought for her want.
Before we know what we kena, we were outside standing.
Then Chu Kim Yap come and touch my pants.
She MOLESTED me!!!
She touched and touched!!!
Somemore say...
“你的裤子那么长，为什么穿那么长的裤子？”
Nevermind...
“你们啊，要这样摸，摸摸看里面有没有东西。”
She said this to the prefects that time gok touch touch touch.
Then she touched diok my eclipse"sweet" la.
My friend somemore thought is my handphone.
Haha.
Then I take out the sweets give the prefects.
Our class got 4 handphones.
Fong's give people keep d when we were going out.
Kai yun and yi phei keep inside bra.
Me??
haha.
But non of us kena.
PHEWWWWW.
Luckily kay??
Yu Ting and Shi Yin also say I looked very calm.
I very geng kay??
Hehe.
Can act sooooooooooooooooo well.
LOL.
Shi Yin somemore say she thought no one bring handphone.
I kena 10 marks.
Haiz.
Quite a lot want.
Last year I tole my dad...
"Daddy, today got spotcheck, I kena 8 marks."
This year...
"Daddy, today got spotcheck, I kena 10 marks."
Hahaha.
Luckily my dad didn't scold me.
That spotcheck, luckily I didn't bring Yvonne's pendrive.
At that morning, I felt sorry because I forgot to bring.
She nearly cry d.
But luckily I didn't bring.
Or else the pendrive also will kena.
Then her mom really will beat her until want to die.
Luckily...
We really got a lot of "luckily" today.
HaHs.

I guess that's all??
Haha.
We watched abortion.
Quite nice.
Hehe.
I like bloody stuff.
But before that we watched give birth want.
Joyce screamed like hell.
So when we want to wacth abortion, all of us call her don't shout first.
Haha.

By the way, we believed it's someone port us want, someone inside our class.
We think is that porkchop!!!
Don't let us find out lo, if really is our class's people.
If really is her, KEKEKEKEKEKEKE.
She diok know!!!!
Wakakakakakakaka.

That's all..
^^
SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday

2009-02-22T16:56:00.002+08:00

My body ache because of the netball practice.
But it's better compare to last time's body pain.
Lol.

Yesterday went to school early for netball practice.
But you know what??
I was LATE yesterday!!!
Whoa!!!!
My dad woke up late.
So he wake me up late also la.
Haha.
Actually, I put the alarm on 6.10am.
But when the alarm rings, I wake up, shut it off, then sleep again.
Wahahahaha.
So it's no use putting alarm for me.
LOL.
I need someone to wake me up.
But the person who wake me up need to have the risk of getting wack from me.
Haha.
I know it's a bad habbit.
I just can't change it.
Haiz.
Nevermind.

Then I reached school.
Luckily she hadn't arrive.
I asked yuan to wait for me at the 7-11.
Sorry ya, need you to wait so long time.
Then we went in.
After that, she came!!
Walao.
Starting it's still okay because we followed what she said.
But after that, all of use start to get scolding from her.
Geeeezzzzzzz.
She said we are not serious when we have practice.
Hmmm, actually...it's quite true.
We always laugh when we got practice.
Haiz.
Then yesterday we need to do pumping a lot of times!!!!!!
If someone in our group just made some mistakes like, footstep mistake, throwing mistake and others.
We get pumping 5 to 10 times.
So all together we don't know got how many times' pumping already!!
Haha.
Nevermind.

Later on we go out to eat something before Interact club.
We go and buy the pearl milkshake tea.
Haha.
Suddenly yuan and Yvonne also call me to look back.
Walao.
I don't want!!!
So I always shake my head.
Scare nia.
Then whole gang of them come near the stall there.
I still don't dare to look around.
Suddenly...got a hand on my shoulder.
Walao.
Scary de k??
Don't need to say that person sure is PohYi want la.
Then I said,
"Don't like that la, very scary you know?"
LOL.
Yvonne always smile to PohYi nia.
But she bo chai her.
Haha.
Then Yvonne say Chi Yuen drank her cup of tea.
She say she care until want to die.
Funny man!!!

After that we go in Interact already.
The whole thing quite noisy want...okay, is very noisy!!
LOL.
Then we talk this and that.
Actually I'm very sleepy already.
But after that we got atracted by "KL trip"!
Hahahaha.
Got 80% that KL trip is on.
I want to go!!!
SO syok.
Haha.
They told us next week we are going to st.nicholas.
To help blind people.
*.*

After that we go back already.
Sorry yuan, leave you alone at there.
I bet something with someone on the way going to sunshine.
Walao, manazai when we reached sunshine.
I already lost!!!
What the...???
I kena tricked la.
Lol.
Nevermind..
I'm not satisfied so I bet again.
This time I have confidence I'm gonna win!!
^^

Whoa..yesterday really knew too much things.
Brain kinda wanna explode already.
But nevermind.
Better know then don't know.
Hahs.
But know this things very syok kay???
And I'm smart!!!
I can so easily find out.
I'm smart!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wakakakakakakaka.
Someone, accept the truth!!!

Phewwww..
Yesterday suddenly moodLESS..
Not moody ya.
Is moodLESS.
Yong Qi asked me whether she can call me.
That time I replied her,
"I really don't have the mood right now. I wanted to cry. Sorry. No mood sms already, Bye."
That time I really feel sorry to her, I really don't have the mood to answer anyone's phone call.
She replied me very sweetly.
But sorry, I'd no mood.

Today, very funny la.
I also don't know how to say how funny is that.
LOL.
High the whole afternoon.
Hahahahaha.
Hey, I'm single since friday night!!
HAhaha..
Quite happy about that.
Because I really don't have any feel towards him.
Phewwww..
Break up it's like better for me.
No more tie of bond towards him.
LOL.

That's all I think.
Nothing more I can say.
Haha.
Yesterday was my mistake.
I said I will be happy yhis year, so I must be happy this year.
Yesterday really was my mistake that I shouldn't make.
I cannot be sad right???
So moodless is kinda a-one-part from sad.
So it's my fault.
Sorry to myself.
I said sorry very often nowadays.
Maybe because I feel that sometimes what I did really quite...how to say??
Disturbing??
I don't know.
Sometimes care is also upon the limit.
When you crossed the limit, you should be sorry.
Not sorry to yourself, but sorry to the person that the limit you crossed.
I keep wanting something this year.
It's actually not something.
It's a thing.
A particular thing I couldn't have.
A...relationship??
Between someone and me??
Hmmm...I'm not sure.
I couldn't be sure by this.
Always confusing stuff when I'm thinking about it.
So i wouldn't want to think too many things.
Things that complicated life.
MY life.
Which I don't like.
I want something which I'm not sure I really want that.
Relationship may break.
Friendship maybe can last longer...I think??
HAHS.
Just act normal lahh.
That's all.
^^
SMILE!!!

Nice~

2009-02-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

“ #在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说
“十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！
我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！”

#听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

#有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，
当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！
刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了 。

#同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！
接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，
此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。
你体会到了吗？

#其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。

#我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

#没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

#当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

#所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

#那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。
那就糟糕了！

#如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。。。”

I found this on Sherwin's blog.
Really very nice.
Hope she won't be mad at me for pasting this in my blog.
Really really very very nice.
It makes me feel that this is the correct way of saying love.
I hope all those people that read my blog, read about this and remember it.
Maybe I don't have the right to say the "don't simply break up thing".
Haiz.
Nevermind.
Wish you guys luck!!
Gambateh!!!
^^

Hey yo!!

2009-02-04T22:46:00.003+08:00

Long time haven't online d...

At last get to online.

Now I'm already in form3, felt that time really passes very fast.

I have no time to write mt blog, or can say as I am using all my time on reading the twilight series.

It's just that passion that is written by StephenieMeyer is really acttracted by me.

The love Edward had on Bella, the love Bella had for her daughter, and the fifth book that written Edward's perspective...whoa..

It's just a lot..!!

I really love those books a lot!!!

ARRRGHHH!!!

Long time didn't update blog already!!!

I also deleted all those blogs...

It's because those blogs are feelings that last time I felt, now I don't feel sad or moody or anything negative anymore!!!

That's why I've deleted almost every blogs I've written last year...I guess.

I heard a lot of things form Yong Qi..

Well..some of them i knew, some I really don't know.

Although those stuff were last year's stuff, it's still quite hurt for me to listen about it.

But...nevermind.

I will be tough enough to hear those mistakes I acted last year and try to be a grand new person this year!!! ^^

Yong Qi said I changed a lot.

Changed to a better person, that's...great actually.

I know I was a lousy person last year.

To those that dislike my behavier, sorry for anything that make you guys digust.

I promise to myself that I will change to a better person from time to time.

I may not be a very good person now, but i will try my best to be a very good friend, and a better person!! ^^

Smileeeeeeeee!!!!!!